I am many things. I run, I write, I work. But out of all the
dimensions of my life, it is writing I love the most. It is not only because my
writing is the only part of me which will survive. It is because when I write,
I put out a part of me on the paper. I am asked many times why I write in a
peculiar way, with a certain sense of gloom hovering over it. It is because
that is the way I think.
It is the same with most writers and poets. We write, we
breathe, we live. We die with every word we write and in those word, we sense
the deepest sense of life. Writing is not easy. Literacy is far, far different
from writing. Though, we do mix the two often. A strong vocabulary, a panache
for words, the knowledge of some secret formula, lighter words, student life, young
love. Writing is all that and more. Writing isn’t an alchemist’s magic formula,
it is the agony of a heart which knows little and feels more.
That heart, the thumping sense of our being thunders in the
silent nights, laden with solitude. Writing requires one to dig deep into the
flesh of that beating monster which houses the soul. No, it does not thump so
hard for other people. They do not dig that deep into those dark contours of
heart which house our deepest fears and over which shines on the reflected splendor
of our most sacred hopes.
This makes writing a very private and lonely affair. True, there
will be book launches and speeches but the writer will long to get away from
the intrusion of the crowd into his private world of penury. He lies there,
alone. Solitude is the hallmark of a writer. Though there are some trend, some mechanization,
some assembly line approach being proposed these days. They call it
collaborative writing. I wonder if there is any such thing.
It is this looming solitude, sometimes rapturously happy, at
times maddeningly maudlin, but always private, always one man against the world
around him. When we write, we try to find out and understand the relationship
of that one man with the world around him, and the failings and victories
emerging of that relationship. We need therefore kindred souls to hold hands
to. We need people who are as alien to the rest of the world around us as we
are. We look around to embrace the people who are the conscience-keepers of the
world. We are not the people who can be satisfied with the why, we are the
people who will ask why not?
Rarely does social media responds to the call of such people. We
are born with a rich vocabulary. With every heartless strike, one word dies.
Poets are the people who guard, and nurse those dying words, being murdered
every hour of the day. We offer our heads in place of words, we bleed for the
words we save. We save them for the world so that world remains comprehensible
to the people who are not willing to pay the price of the words without which
we all will be lost. WH Auden captured this beautifully when he wrote, “Language is the mother, not the handmaiden,
of thought; words will tell you things you never thought or felt before.” Poets bleed for people around. “A poet is an
unhappy being whose heart is torn by secret sufferings, but whose lips are so
strangely formed that when the sighs and the cries escape them, they sound like
beautiful music. People crowd around the poet and say to him: "Sing for us
soon again;" that is as much to say, "May new sufferings torment your
soul.” Contends Soren Kierkegaard. Poetry keeps the poet alive, and
some times, kills him.
We need to reach out, support. Social media has been hailed as a
marketing platform. But I do not know how true it might be. When poets and
authors mingle with others suffering with the same agony, who will read? It is,
I suppose, to keep the sanity, while some books sell on their own. We look at
fellow writers, and encouraged by the fellowship of our agonies, write some
more. There are some platforms, which I tried. On Google Plus, I tried multiple
communities like Poetry etc. It wasn’t very encouraging. They were strict
regulated communities. For instance, when I posted two poems in a day in one of
the community, I was chided- only one poem in a week. What was that? Did google
tell them to reduce the content? It pity those communities and suggest rather stay alone then be a part of such rigidly policed community. We need communities which touch our souls with the lightness of a loving feather. We don't need chains and a rule-book.
But then there are some really great which I will surely recommend, like Poet’s Dream. As a poet, I feel so much at home there, I feel like inviting fellow community members for lunch. No, I don’t care if they read my book or not, but they are kind fellow poets and they love words. Then twitter is also a very conducive platform for doodle. A lonely doodle survives well and may grow up to become a nice poem, decent and delicate with encouraging Retweets. It is a world of shared hope, shared sadness and a love for words. It is not a dead poets’ society. It is an Alive poet’s society. Writing is not an easy art. We don’t write because words come to
us easily. It is not abundance of words which makes us write. It is the
shortage of words, it is the search of one right word. And when a fellow poet
gets his word write, we all dance in happiness. As I wrote in my poem, The
Word-Catcher, (From Rescued Poems )
But then there are some really great which I will surely recommend, like Poet’s Dream. As a poet, I feel so much at home there, I feel like inviting fellow community members for lunch. No, I don’t care if they read my book or not, but they are kind fellow poets and they love words. Then twitter is also a very conducive platform for doodle. A lonely doodle survives well and may grow up to become a nice poem, decent and delicate with encouraging Retweets. It is a world of shared hope, shared sadness and a love for words. It is not a dead poets’ society. It is an Alive poet’s society.
At The sound of a blessed word
We dance amidst the sound of cheers,
We are the word-catchers
To keep writing in the face of sneers.
We dance amidst the sound of cheers,
We are the word-catchers
To keep writing in the face of sneers.
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